I know right now I don't make sense
and maybe thats why you left...
we had a moment that I replayed in my mind over and over; till the sunset became visible
cause that was the last time i felt alive.
You left me alone with a goodbye
and I knew we wouldn't have another hello, but I wrote.
I wrote for I wished and wanted so badly to know we made a mistake.
But by the 10th letter I knew you had no words for me
Was it that hard to care for a broken heart?
So I screamed and I cried till the night sky stretched ahead, like a blanket it held me close from reality.
Soon the stars came alive and I knew that even in the darkest moments of my life... it would never be too dark, and with that I knew the sun had to eventually come around
empty stomachs of pain
It was hard but the stars gave me strength for they believed there was more to life then broken hope; they believed
my heart will start to feel again, and soon enough it did, unbelievably I felt the sting of the light that
there on the brim of the east horizon stretched miles and miles to my dry of tears face
You'll know I let go.
You'll know by the way I smile
By the sparkle that follow in my footsteps
You'll know that are time vanished in the sunset, that eventually left me in the dark
and there the heartache days.. will forever stay.
you'll never see me broken for the blanket that covered me
is now folded on my top shelf
So...I know right now I don't make sense
and maybe thats why you left....
So the next time i walk by...no second glances, no hopes for second chances, when I'm done. When i have let you go.
This will be the time:
When you feel numb
When you feel tired
When you feel unloved
This will be the time,you'll understand me a little more.
My love letters days are over