"life is so fucked up."
down down down I went
I was falling
empty-ness streaming through my fading fingers.......
I was here....
then I was there...
catching nothing but passing everything.
isn't that how time goes?
isn't that the life of you
but here's the thing.. I did it all on purpose....
I tripped. I meant to fall. I did what was waiting at the end
god didn't give us wings to fly
he gave us accident-prone feet.
he made us human
fragile we stand till are feet twist
then down we drop.
we were all meant to fall.... in time we would.
but I beat him to the punch line.
cause baby I decided you.
and I flew
yeah I flew.... I was falling... I was passing
I was here.
then I was there
and never did I feel so alive. :)
I looked death straight into the eye and said fuck you
then i looked at you " i love you."
I went .....falling in love.
little did i know everything stopped,
it was just me and you
time finally paused and wanted me too.
through my fingers was yours*everything*.
i wasn't falling anymore
i was perfect
i was defying gravity....
I was floating
my heart was strong and all i knew was you.
It was love that saved the fall and I dont mind at all.
were here forever
*there* didnt exist.
and what is there when there's no such thing as time?
frozen...we had all eachothers worlds to spare.
finally I saw that this life wasn't so bad after all.
that it isnt as scary
it isnt as hurtful
its almost beautiful.
god did gives us wings
he gave us choices
he gave us all the time in the world
he gave me.. you.
and the best part of it all ...
was that whole time we were floating, we were in fact dying